Dec 16, 2011

Encounter with the word "Oxymoron" again in my Life

What did you do if someone in the office, you hated the most would resign suddenly?


What did you do if you got the opportunity to join one of most preferred B-School in the country suddenly?

What did you do if the person you love the most stop loving you suddenly?

What did you do if your best friend started alienates himself due to his impending marriage suddenly?

What did you do if opportunity knocks at your door while going through a crisis suddenly?

What did you do if suddenly you have to fetch out your entire savings for your dream which may not be realized?

What did you do if you found yourself wasting valuable time everyday in your cubicle?

I guess it’s the most bizarre situation anyone ever can get into but sadly for me it’s all happening in my life currently. All the sudden effect takes a toll on me and I can’t help but to withstand it. Suddenly is the most common word in every question and suddenly my life has been taken a turn of 180 degree.

Neither I can rejoice my success nor can I be remorse. I am stuck at some middle point of crisis which dumbfounded me. I can’t do anything to comfort me as well. In my whole life I have played safe so far and suddenly risks from all direction are coming like laser beam. I screwed up big time again. May be God is not at all happy about my capabilities of risk taking. May be this is my destiny or may be not but I can say that first in my life I have taken a decision to search my own destiny. I have to know where I headed for. I know God have been always there for me and perhaps it’s his wish so that I can push myself beyond the boundaries that I have created ever. I have to be out from the safe zone.

Once upon a time I have learned a word called “Oxymoron” in our school which states a particular state of human mind. It took almost 10 years to retrieve it back from my memory lane so that I can make the proper use of the word with my life. The all of a sudden change thing freaks me out totally. May be finally the God has handed over the navigation key on my hand to decide the next course of my Life.