Since a long time I am blank. Blank about my prospect, my goal, my priority, my aspiration and my satisfaction. There is nothing in my life right now that can cheer me up. There is a job, which I am not particularly fond of but then again who is going to pay my Credit Card, Mobile and Internet Bills so make compromise with your ability with a smiling face. I am also doing the same and my boss says that I have a great future. Of course I have to have a great future because I am in a process of aping Corporate Culture far well than anybody else. Welcome to New Age Corporate India where people are more concerned about being politically correct rather than being honest. Corporate works like that and somewhere down the line I also might get used of it. There was a time when I just wanted to be like my father, an honest teacher but after spending eight odd years to Kolkata I think to survive here you have to look beyond honesty. It’s not that I am a dishonest guy or encouraging it but honest people really don't fit it here and if they exist then they have to go through a possible nightmare wherever they work. There is an unbridgeable gap between our aspiration and real world.
Of late when I open my Orkut Account I do
miss my pictures. In those photos I miss my childhood (Of course there was no
Orkut then which later I uploaded),I miss my School and most importantly I miss
my days in JU.I seemed to be insanely in love with my life, perfectly in sync
with my destiny in those photos in Orkut but the more I am advancing
in my career the more it's getting blurred. I badly need to get out of it or
else I have to start a new beginning from any farthest possible corner of the
world.
